i forgot how stressful college applications are
and i need a third rec. PRONTO
gah!
i am so stupid, and professors need to stop leaving the college.
24.11.08
21.11.08
one tiny complaint
everyone has the same news
i already heard all this on "morning edition," CNN. please tell me something different.
oh, the annoyances of competition and value-judgments about importance.
i already heard all this on "morning edition," CNN. please tell me something different.
oh, the annoyances of competition and value-judgments about importance.
20.11.08
sometimes, like now
I think that maybe, and I know this is not good, that what would make me happy with my life; happy in general, is if I were in a good relationship. I know I'm supposed to want to be happy by myself, with my accomplishments, and all that modern feminist jazz, but I'm not.
Sometimes I think that if I had a boyfriend, if someone loved me, then I would be happy. Despite the things that would still be bad, like how I am not motivated and I hate where I live or whatever it happens to be that month. Because then, maybe--and I know this wouldn't happen--I would be happy with the good things that I overlook now because I am so lonely.
I can't find one here. There's no way. I can't even find friends.
My two best bets seem to be Portland and graduate school. I could get to the former if I could get myself to move, and I could get to the latter if I could get myself to finish these damn applications (and with a substantial amount of luck).
Sometimes I think that if I had a boyfriend, if someone loved me, then I would be happy. Despite the things that would still be bad, like how I am not motivated and I hate where I live or whatever it happens to be that month. Because then, maybe--and I know this wouldn't happen--I would be happy with the good things that I overlook now because I am so lonely.
I can't find one here. There's no way. I can't even find friends.
My two best bets seem to be Portland and graduate school. I could get to the former if I could get myself to move, and I could get to the latter if I could get myself to finish these damn applications (and with a substantial amount of luck).
19.11.08
when i say i am going to do things, i should actually do them
especially when they are important
especially when i tell other people
important people
people who i want to hold me accountable
i wonder if it's too late to apply to other schools this round...if so, i MUST look into spring semester applications. i'm only so young, and i can't keep letting the years aimlessly fall past much longer.
ugh
especially when they are important
especially when i tell other people
important people
people who i want to hold me accountable
i wonder if it's too late to apply to other schools this round...if so, i MUST look into spring semester applications. i'm only so young, and i can't keep letting the years aimlessly fall past much longer.
ugh
11.11.08
5.11.08
hahahahahahahahahahahaha--YES!
"This is an interesting-ish move, given that Rahm Emanuel seemed to want to be Speaker of the House someday. Now he is “agonizing” over whether or not to take the job Obama offered him. DO IT DO IT DO IT, the next four years will be like Entourage meets The West Wing."
~www.wonkette.com
check it
~www.wonkette.com
check it
4.11.08
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