Perhaps a 2-year hiatus?

why is figuring out the future so daunting? I am stunted. Planning and doing seems so easy for others...or not easy, but something they accomplish nonetheless.

Not sure how or if I can turn it around.
Become an adult. Of any kind.

would that there were a de-angstifying medication of some sort. to help just get over it and on with it. Life isn't waiting--participate! Make plans and follow through.

Ha. so says the cynic.