in some ways

I really hate Renn Fayre.

laurels

they are so proud of me
why?

i want ome frickin nachos
but the closest ones are at 7-11, and i know those will just dissappoint me (and probably make me feel ill)
but what to do whilst i wait for my adviser to get me back my last two chapters so i can create my giant document? what?
*le sigh*

fat and crazy day

i have no job skills
this sucks

and i have to stop writing in this damn thing so often. arg

...

but do you still want me?
i want you to
how can i help you feel less gross about it? please
sometimes, not all the time
once in a while would be nice (and perhaps more often than now)

i am never satisfied
even when what i have is great