thought(s)

those movies that give the main character some cool power just so he can abuse it and realize that he shouldn't have it in the first place, or realize what he's got already. like "it's a wonderful life" or "bruce almighty" or this new one, "click." well, i want someone to make a movie where the main character does NOT learn a fucking "life lesson" and just keeps on doing whatever the fuck they want without repurcussions or at least without regrets. and have that be the movie. hm...i hope it's been done. because i hate these other ones. they blow and are so over-done. we KNOW, already! we're supposed to be grateful for the time we have, waht we have, wahtever. but that's sort of bullshit. life is pain. the good things we have are just going to bite us in the ass, eventually. the people we let ourselves get close to, love even, are going to leave us one way or another, and that hurts like hell, and we hurt other people like hell, not to mention all the other living beings in the universe, emotionally or otherwise. life sucks. and i'm definitely questioning it, and questioning questioning, because if this is what there is, i want a new system. i want something less painful for everyone. because i'm pretty sure the good stuff isn't worth the shit that inevitably goes down.