i am innthis place that is not my own
i wish i ahd a friend
a real friend
that i did things with
that i wasn't awkward with
like a "best friend"
or something

but indest
i drift
in this place that is not my own
trying, sometimes, to fidn taht person to click with
and never finding them
and it makes me feel alone
sometimes
most of the time

and for a while, i thought i had friends
but i don't