lame and lonely
sigh...he was trying earlier, but i'd have none of it. maybe he really didn't want it either, but it might have happened.
now i want it, or at least want him near, and he's at work

and i have no friends tonight
poo

i miss the dorms, where friends were right there, even at 2am. especially at 2am.
this sucks.
i hate the almost-real-world.
i want......something else. easier. happier. friend-li-er.
gimmegimmegimme!