i'm about 130 pounds, again. strange thing is, only a week ago i was remarking to myself that i was fairly happy with my body (minus the thighs, which i would just want less squishy, not smaller.) And then i weigh myself the other day and it says i'm 130! shit, man. maybe it has something to do with the clothes i wear as opposed to the ones i was wearing in 7th and 8th grade, but i don't feel nearly as fat this time around. sure, sometimes i feel fat, but i ALWAYS sometimes feel fat.
so, speaking of fat, i think i'm going to try to cut it out of my diet for a while and see if i can last without delicious food and if anything happens. i will also exercise more (having a job is no excuse!) and hopefully, if i don't lose weight, at least i'll b less squishy.
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