i hate it here. people drive like maniacs and i feel like everybody is laughing at me because i don't fit in. i don't have the energy to look for a job, and i don't have the energy to interview for one. i don't want to get roped down here, either. i haven't even unpacked, because that would mean this is real. no. this is just another hotel. this is just a shitty vacation.
i should have stayed in portland and gotten a teaching credential. foregone this dc bullshit. this is no longer my dream, and probably hasn't been for a few years. dumb dumb dumb and depressed.
10.10.07
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