i should just tell him, but i'm a passive-aggressive woman like that

i shaved my legs
i looked really cute
i got cash in order to pay him back for last week

he wasn't there.

i waited 15 min, then called, left a message, asking if he still wanted to play pool
half an hour later, he called back, saying he got the message and that he was going to stay in tonight. that he went to get a movie and had to study. did not invite me to watch the movie. did not care. did not remember the plans HE made last week.

bastard. i am so interested. i looked forward to this all week. i was going to tell you tonight (maybe) that i found you really attractive and liked you a lot so that you could reject me and i could get over it and then i could ahve a really awesome friend in dc


but no.
you forgot
again
and you don't fucking care