he's more interested in playing the piano than me
and i'm okay with it

:)

ohmygoshi love him so much!

it was hard

when i read Gatsby for the first time
i had such a thing for Daisy

i'm still not sure how i really/should feel about that book
because of that
heh

flipping the fuck out

lame and lonely
sigh...he was trying earlier, but i'd have none of it. maybe he really didn't want it either, but it might have happened.
now i want it, or at least want him near, and he's at work

and i have no friends tonight
poo

i miss the dorms, where friends were right there, even at 2am. especially at 2am.
this sucks.
i hate the almost-real-world.
i want......something else. easier. happier. friend-li-er.
gimmegimmegimme!