I'm so sorry, Autumn

Tonight, I was accessory to murder. I never thought I'd have to kill someone I loved without their consent, but that's how it happened. Tonight, we killed our dog, and I don't think it's dramatic to say so.
She had cancer, was going downhill. But today?
And we betrayed her trust. I don't think she had any idea... and she trusted us and one of the last things we did to her was use that against her.

Yes, it was peaceful, outwardly.
But how could we do this to her?
She was so good and wonderful

I can't believe we did that to her
that I did that
didn't fight it more

what the fuck

I'm so sorry, Autumn. I love you so so much and I hope you'll forgive me and I hope you were okay and I'm missing you
I'm so sorry, baby girl

terrible choice
so fucked up
and she's gone
we left her there